i need help

[stat1448]

i need your prayers or maybe advice if you could be so kindly to give it but i dont really understand why i need advice because my life is what i want it to be. but i got here without god. so i guess what i am really saying is that my life is not what i want it to be. i feel like im lost in a pit of sin and i dont even care that im sinning anymore my old church had a type of one strike your out rule i hit my one strike and i got cast out and i abandoned god like they abandoned me i could just really use someones thoughts or just know someone out there knows my pain and gives the time to ask god to help me cause i need him and i dont know if i could even fathom to ask for forgivness even though i know i need to please someone just give me some good bible verses or maybe some advice or just a prayer

god bless all of you who see this and if you dont still god bless you are all beautiful you should always remember that

 

[Ariel82]

Psalm 19
12 Who can understand his errors?
Cleanse me from secret faults.
13 Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins;
Let them not have dominion over me.
Then I shall be blameless,
And I shall be innocent of great transgression.

14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
Be acceptable in Your sight,
O Lord, my strength and my Redeemer.

 

[Deadtosin]

brother, (and I don't use the term lightly) BROTHER! God loves you so much, and so do we welcome home!!

Luke 15

King James Version (KJV)

15 Then drew near unto him all the publicans and sinners for to hear him.
2 And the Pharisees and scribes murmured, saying, This man receives sinners, and eats with them.
3 And he spake this parable unto them, saying,
4 What man of you, having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it?
5 And when he hath found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing.
6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbours, saying unto them, Rejoice with me; for I have found my sheep which was lost.
7 I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repents, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.
8 Either what woman having ten pieces of silver, if she lose one piece, doth not light a candle, and sweep the house, and seek diligently till she find it?
9 And when she hath found it, she calls her friends and her neighbours together, saying, Rejoice with me; for I have found the piece which I had lost.
10 Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth.
11 And he said, A certain man had two sons:
12 And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the portion of goods that falleth to me. And he divided unto them his living.
13 And not many days after the younger son gathered all together, and took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance with riotous living.
14 And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; and he began to be in want.
15 And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he sent him into his fields to feed swine.
16 And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat: and no man gave unto him.
17 And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!
18 I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee,
19 And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants.
20 And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him.
21 And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son.
22 But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:
23 And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us eat, and be merry:
24 For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry.
25 Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew nigh to the house, he heard musick and dancing.
26 And he called one of the servants, and asked what these things meant.
27 And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound.
28 And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out, and intreated him.
29 And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment: and yet thou never gave me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends:
30 But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf.
31 And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine.
32 It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this thy brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

Praying

Weshould ask forgiveness; Matthew 5
21 “You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not murder,a and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.’
22 But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to his brother, ‘Raca,’ is answerable to the Sanhedrin. But anyone who says, ‘You fool!’ will be in danger of the fire of hell.
23 “Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you,
24 leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift.
25 “Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison.
26 I tell you the truth, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.

We should forgive: Matthew 18
21 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?”
22 Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

The bible speaks of making up under four eyes, or in front of witnesses. Depending on your situation, bringing somene neutral to mediate might be an idea.

 

[psychomom]

My brother, the Lord (praise Him!) doesn't have a 1 strike rule, and will never leave you. Never forsake you.
His love is perfect, and complete.

He can be found...so go ahead and seek Him!
Feeling lost in sin is the first step to becoming that prodiagl son for whom the Lord eagerly waits.
He'll forgive you, and clean you all up.

He loves you, and can't wait for you to come home. ♥
I'll pray, for sure!
~ellie

 

[shekaniah]

Find a new church...
As you can read from the other posts...we are to have then mind and forgiving heart of Jesus!
Find a Jesus loving church!

I will be praying for you too!

 

[Snackersmom]

Mr. Stat, you sound like the prodigal son in the verses that Deadtosin posted. God wants you back! Go to Jesus with a broken and contrite heart, and ask Him to forgive you, He's more than willing to do so. Then...go, and sin no more!

Falling away is terrible, miserable, no fun at all. But, take comfort that The Lord chastens those He loves, and the very fact that you feel terrible about straying means that God certainly hasn't given up on you, so don't give up on yourself, either! He loves you! Don't feel scared about confessing your sins to Jesus and asking for mercy, it's not like He doesn't already know about them

 

[pickles]

Im so sorry your last chruch made you feel abandoned and judged.
For you are forgiven in Jesus.
Forgive your church and yourself.
Also welcome to cc!
You are in my prayers in Jesus for a renewed relationship and peace.

God bless
pickles