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Luke303
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My name is Luke, I'm 19 years old living in Chicago, and I'm bisexual. Along with that, I've had a masturbation and pornography problem for 5 years now. I've been going to church every Sunday, I sing in the choir, I'm a Knight of Columbus, I work with the youth group, and I even lead it sometimes and teach Religious Education classes. Nobody knows I have this problem except for you all and my priest when I go to confession. I have been trying so hard to break this, but I just can't and every time I feel like I'm close, I fall back down again. I feel like I'm at the bottom of a deep pit that I'll never be strong enough to climb out of. I'm trying so hard to lean on God and live for Him, but it's not working. I know he's there for me, I have no doubts, but I don't know what else I can be doing. I have a girlfriend who I LOVE, but I've cheated on her twice now with random hookups and too many times to count on the internet. I'm lost and I need help.