You need to accept Jesus as your savior, and stop looking for a building to go into. YOu are demon possessed to post these things, and talk as you do. I don't believe your a believer, all you've said, is looking to people and looking at people with your demons, and doesn't sound you have the love of God. YOu need to read the word daily, fast and repent of any witchcraft, and rebellion your in. YOu first need to repent, ask the Lord Jesus into your life, and grow spiritually, the only place that sounds like a church will help you, is at your own funeral, and not even delivered as you desire. YOu could call for help at mental health clinics, to straighten out your confusion, to be able to think straight, to make decisions, I think your an offense to post this here, and the Lord rebukes you from saying that Jesus's power isn't greater than satans. That's all you've confessed in yourself , churches, and things, is your flesh, and not Jesus. I think you've been in satanism and are not saying anything, therefore call upon the elders of the church, and in faith believing prayer does work, and your faith, to receive healing. There are huge wounds that demons have gotten into, fall on your knees and cry your heart out to him, he is faithful and able to deliver, no man but Jesus, seek him, and if you get to know him as personal savior, no demon in hell will stay when the power of God's glory is within you, and the light of God's glory, will dispel the darkness, the demons will go in Jesus name. You take authority and rebuke them say it out loud, according to the word, Luke 10:19. LIfe and death are in the power of your own tongue, if you believe the word, then do it. You need Jesus not anything else.