HI TAASHA
I HAVE TRUELY BEEN WHERE YOU ARE NOW. IT IS A LONELY PLACE TO BE.... JUST HAVING THE RESPONSIBILITY OF MY DAUGHTER KEPT ME DRIVEN OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE LOST ALL HOPE AND LOST MY MIND. GOD IS FATHER TO THE FATHERLESS. SO TAKE HEART SWEET SISTER AND ALLOW GOD TO ORCHESTRATE CIRCUMSTANCES IN YOUR LIVES. TURN YOUR LONGING FOR YOUR HUSBAND TO LONGING FOR GOD. YOUR HUSBAND MAY NEVER RETURN, MINE DIDNT AND IT WORKED OUT FOR MY GREATER SPIRITUAL GOOD. I GREW TO LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY HEART SOUL AND MIND BECAUSE OF HOW HE PROVIDED AND CARED FOR MY CHILD. EXPECT MIRACLES, I GOT USED TO THEM, IT WAS ALL PART OF GOD TURNING A BAD SITUATION INTO A PROCESS OF GROWTH AND EDIFICATION. YES THERE WERE MANY LONELY TIMES, SELF PITY IS OF THE DEVIL, SO CHIN UP. YOUR CHILD IS THE NEXT BEST GIFT TO SALVATION.
I PROFESS THAT GOD WILL BE WITH YOUR BOY. THROUGH HIM THE LIGHT OF CHRIST WILL REACH MANY WHO WOULD OTHERWISE PERISH. RAISE HIM DILIGENTLY IN THE WORD IN PREPARATION OF THE SHADOW HE WILL CAST OVER THE ENEMIES EFFORTS TO KEEP PEOPLE SPIRITUALLY BLIND.
TAKE GOOD CARE SISTER, I TRULY PRAY FOR HEALING OF YOUR HEART AND THAT YOU WILL BE WILLING TO MOVE FORWARD AND TAKE GODS HAND AND JOURNEY WITH HIM. YES THERE WILL BE MOMENTS WHERE SELF PITY WILL WANT TO MOVE IN AND TAKE OVER....USE THOSE TIMES OF WEAKNESS TO LOOK UP, DONT INTERNALIZE THEM....USE THAT TIME TO RECOGNIZE THAT YOU NEED TO THANK GOD THE FATHER FOR THE THINGS YOU DO HAVE. USE THOSE DARK TIMES OF DESPARE TO PRAISE HIM EVEN IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE IT. IT WILL LIFT YOU ABOVE THE LONELINESS. HE WILL MIRACULOUSLY FILL THE VOID. YOU WILL FIND YOUR HUSBANDS ABSENCE SUDDENLY INSIGNIFICANT AS HE FILLS YOU WITH HIS HOLY SPIRIT. GOD WILL PROVIDE ALL YOU NEED, FOR REAL, NOT TO EARLY BUT NEVER TOO LATE, JUST BELIEVE, THIS WILL DEVELOP IN YOU AND YOUR BOY AND IT WILL ALLOW HIM TO MOVE IN YOUR LIFE.
IMPORTANT! PRAY WITH YOUR SON AND PRAY OVER YOUR SON DAILY!!!
PRAYER. DEAR FATHER GOD: THANKYOU YOU CAN TAKE A LONELY BROKEN CIRCUMSTANCE AND EVOLVE US TO A HIGHER PLACE THROUGH HARDSHIP. MAY WE STAY THE COURSE AND LOOK TO YOU. I PRAY FOR PROVISION AND PROTECTION, FOR PRACTICAL NEEDS TO NEVER BE IN SHORT SUPPLY. FOR CHRISTIAN PEOPLE TO ALWAYS BE AT THE READY AND TO SEND YOUR HOLY ANGELS TO TEND TO THE SAFETY AND HEALTH OF THIS MOTHER AND SON. IN JESUS NAME AMEN.