I was delivered from smoking in 1987. I did not even crave for a cigarette after that. in 1993 my first wife told me that we needed to get a divorce. A week later I was at work and I picked up cigarette from a friend there. I played with it for about an hour when he asked if was going to smoke it or not. I put it back in the pack. The next day, I did the same thing, except that this time I lit it. I have smoked ever since! I can't quit! I want to, but I can't! I still remember the night a group of guys prayed over me in a Bible study. I felt the desire go from me that night. Now I am ashamed to say, "I failed".
Don't ever look back Jonathan! God Bless You brother.