For quite a while now I've been battling incredibly strong suicidal thoughts. I had quit self-mutilating a long time ago but its creeped back lately in action and worse than ever in thought. For unrelated reasons I think my girlfriend (the only person I ever really talk to about this) is frustrated with me and likely tired of dealing withthis problem anyway. usually she is the only reason i dont serioisly hurt myself. Either way I can't talk to her about it this time even though she said to when it gets bad and its worse now than its been... I don't know what to do other than to just do it... nothing else works... I can't make anyone care about me not even myself...