God knows I'm not perfect but I really need guidance purpose direction.God I messed up my life so bad.... Depleted..Lynn was right I'm sorry I didn't respond gracefully,but I understand her now.
I got into a horrible habit of stuffing everything in insults,hurts,anger,bitternes heck everything... rather than communicating talking telling people I say nothing keep quiet... I along with that horrible habit build walls to protect myself from getting hurt.getting rejected abandoned... I also have a hard time trusting people.
I created a prison I built walls to keep from getting hurt,but I'm immensely lonely disconnected.
Please pray for inner healing.
I don't like pushing people away coming across/giving the impression I'm high nose.. victim..or pitted .
I just want to love and be lloved..be accepted. I tried to be strong on my own but I can't do it on my own.
I got into a horrible habit of stuffing everything in insults,hurts,anger,bitternes heck everything... rather than communicating talking telling people I say nothing keep quiet... I along with that horrible habit build walls to protect myself from getting hurt.getting rejected abandoned... I also have a hard time trusting people.
I created a prison I built walls to keep from getting hurt,but I'm immensely lonely disconnected.
Please pray for inner healing.
I don't like pushing people away coming across/giving the impression I'm high nose.. victim..or pitted .
I just want to love and be lloved..be accepted. I tried to be strong on my own but I can't do it on my own.