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These bad two years have been really harsh on me mentally I haven't been gentle on my myself and carried on me
A very hard cross so heavy to bear so I
Back away from church cuz I couldnt stand with my head high I started taking in biblical verses into me very harshly and negative but I also been living a life of lustful sin I have a gf and we about to get married and I cant stop looking at pornagraphy or chating with other people then I would ask for forgiveness and mercy everytime everyday I wud do it
I had a dream that I was walking on earth and that me and alot of people turn into dust and they were saying look Jesus is coming and I closed my eyes hoping God would look pass my sins but I turned to dust in my head I really thought I was going to heaven hoping we went up to the sky the dust ppl and we were in a big jar thing I thought I was in heaven but I was affraid to open my eyes
A very hard cross so heavy to bear so I
Back away from church cuz I couldnt stand with my head high I started taking in biblical verses into me very harshly and negative but I also been living a life of lustful sin I have a gf and we about to get married and I cant stop looking at pornagraphy or chating with other people then I would ask for forgiveness and mercy everytime everyday I wud do it
I had a dream that I was walking on earth and that me and alot of people turn into dust and they were saying look Jesus is coming and I closed my eyes hoping God would look pass my sins but I turned to dust in my head I really thought I was going to heaven hoping we went up to the sky the dust ppl and we were in a big jar thing I thought I was in heaven but I was affraid to open my eyes