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Dalisa
Guest
Hi,
After the operation, that went successfully I will hopefully start next week again with working and continue the course that I was following. There are moments I just feel scared. Scared to see all my co-workers again. Cause I know that some of them have gossiped about me, This and my sickness because (I had to have operation to remove a lump) brought me into a total burn-out. I was sad, could not stop thinking about the same things, was so scared and depressed at times. I went to a dark place, but I know that God was here with me, and that he had promised me health.
Also I’m afraid to fail. The thought of this gives me a lot of anxiety. I feel that God is illustrating me that he wants me to get out of the boat, (the boat means my old me) and to walk on water (become renewed) but I have to have faith in myself and in him to do that.
Will you please pray for me ? Much love to you all.
After the operation, that went successfully I will hopefully start next week again with working and continue the course that I was following. There are moments I just feel scared. Scared to see all my co-workers again. Cause I know that some of them have gossiped about me, This and my sickness because (I had to have operation to remove a lump) brought me into a total burn-out. I was sad, could not stop thinking about the same things, was so scared and depressed at times. I went to a dark place, but I know that God was here with me, and that he had promised me health.
Also I’m afraid to fail. The thought of this gives me a lot of anxiety. I feel that God is illustrating me that he wants me to get out of the boat, (the boat means my old me) and to walk on water (become renewed) but I have to have faith in myself and in him to do that.
Will you please pray for me ? Much love to you all.
Praying for you and all you ask in Jesus.