It took Methuselah, starting with pretty good genes, 969 years to die without access to the three of life. You think 800 years or so is not a gracious enough reprieve for a resurrected saint who misses the mark, giving them time to admit s/he has done wrong, and to rest in the shed blood of Christ for mercy, so that s/he can go and eat from the tree of life again and be regenerated perfectly and ready for another 800 years or more of life without fruit, if they sin again. You want God to disregard every rebellion, no matter what a resurrected saint might do, otherwise God is not kind enough for your liking?You said it. Super duper legalism.
Do we ever get a break? Can we ever truly rest? Is the burden ever going to lighten up? We can't even catch a break in the eternal state?
ALL of those things have already happened for every believer. Only those who have grown in His Grace and knowledge get to experience it in the here and now.
You have said it over and over. Humble ourselves, Seek and find our right pastor teacher.( my gift is NOT pastor/teacher) I need to find my right teacher.
We are meant to live in the here and now as conquerors, ambassadors in and for Christ......As His children in and through Him.
Not some weakling with doubt and a subjective list of do's and don'ts.
The right pastor-teacher is Jesus through the Holy Spirit. Paul warned the Corinthians against preferring one human teacher over another. He said that was carnal.
1 Cor.3:1 And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ.
2 I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able.
3 For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?
4 For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal?