I feel bad for you. Here's the scoop. You never will do all the things you dream to do. You also have no idea how long you have. So do what you have to do, and when you still have time at the end of the day, pick out both what you want to do and what you can afford to do.
Then, out of that list, pick out what you want to do first. Then do it! If you have to learn how to do it before doing it, then learn it. And if you have to practice it before you can do it well, practice it. And keep doing that until you don't feel like it anymore, then pick the next thing. Or, if you still have time to do a second thing, then pick the next thing. And keep going, always realizing the money issue changes through life, so you may have to reevaluate that list.
Things I wanted to do that I will never do in this life:
Go back to visit my family in Virginia, go to the Galapagos, Australia for 3 months, travel Europe, see Niagara Falls/Grand Canyons/Jackson Hole/every single zoo in the US/and go to every lake in a Winnebago (starting with Winnebago Lake) to go fishing. I will never be a potter, a CEO, an honest politician, an event organizer (wanted to do conventions), an English teacher, or an accountant.
Things I wanted to do and did or am still doing:
Social work, work in an ad agency, have a garden that filled my yard, (thankfully my yard is incredibly small lol), have my own business, stained-glass, a variety of needlecrafts, write and publish a novel (written, still working on publishing), have my own house (I didn't get the "two cats in the yard part" but had one), wreath-making, basket weaving, make a topiary, draw.
Things I never wanted to do but am glad they happened anywhere:
Marry, live in a city, become disabled. (Last one sounds dumb, but if I weren't already disabled, no one would have been home to take care of hubby when he needed it. I would have had to keep working.)
Things I tried but couldn't do:
Become a high school English teacher, learn .http and photoshop.
It's all worth it. The only thing you need is to see what you want, figure out if you can afford it, and, if you can? Go for it!
(BTW, GWil, this does help you get some idea of what Christians believe, even if it wasn't what you were expecting.)