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all my life its been hard. God has took me to a very dark place to show me that He is my light. But i am getting so weary. I am in so much pain that i couldnt work, my plans were to file for unemployment and disability and my sister allowed me to live with her family so i can be watched over and grow in Christ during the period. But im just so weary. I declare that God will heal me and trust Him, but i dont understand what He wants me to do. My brother in law, thinks its my independent spirit, but i just cant understand how God wants me to just sit here and just spend time with my family and church, while still enduring so much pain. I just cant understand it