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Im trying ... I really am. Things seam to be getting worse instead of better... here's a look at what has happened in my life and where I've messed up.
I was married for 15 years. I tried very hard to make it work and I don't mean just, I tried. God was involved for most of it. I should have let God deal with all of it but it in the past. Anyway ... there where signs before we got married. But I looked passed them. I was a new christian then and I really wasn't practicing what I should have been. Let's just say she did somethings that I forgave her for that most would have left for. After marriage things where rough and over the next 15 years I setup many counseling sessions and none of them worked. I didn't say much at them except for the last one because I didn't want a fight or anything. The last one the counselor made me talk and it didn't go to well. 2 years before my decision for divorce we where in Mexico for one of her work trips and I almost drown. A man helped me in when I got close enough to the beach and took me to go sit down. My ex looked at me and said " im going to go hang out with my friends " I never in my life felt as alone as I did then at that moment. That was pretty much the last straw...
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I was married for 15 years. I tried very hard to make it work and I don't mean just, I tried. God was involved for most of it. I should have let God deal with all of it but it in the past. Anyway ... there where signs before we got married. But I looked passed them. I was a new christian then and I really wasn't practicing what I should have been. Let's just say she did somethings that I forgave her for that most would have left for. After marriage things where rough and over the next 15 years I setup many counseling sessions and none of them worked. I didn't say much at them except for the last one because I didn't want a fight or anything. The last one the counselor made me talk and it didn't go to well. 2 years before my decision for divorce we where in Mexico for one of her work trips and I almost drown. A man helped me in when I got close enough to the beach and took me to go sit down. My ex looked at me and said " im going to go hang out with my friends " I never in my life felt as alone as I did then at that moment. That was pretty much the last straw...
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