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Nel3
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I live in this life feeling like a liar. I feel so lonely, I was looking through all of my friends for someone to talk to and found no one. I feel less than other people. I am struggling a lot. Sometimes when I wake up I am so scared. I'm having thoughts that doesn't go away. I look to the floor when I walk, I feel that my worth has been taken away, I'm not myself anymore and that scares me so much. I truly was a happy person, smiling most of the time until I sinned. Thoughts of my past keep coming up and I just want to run away from them. I don't feel happy. I repented and I'm not feeling happy with who I am. I'm disappointed with myself. I failed God, my parents and myself without even noticing it.