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ranma15g
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Upon recently seeing my entire life destroyed in the form of a car crash that removed all materialistic sin in my life, I have been struggling to find work. Most every job that I want or need is not available, and a part of me feels like giving up. I go online and read the horror stories of those who have died and come back to report what they saw, and I am a firm believer that hell does in fact exist and I do not want to go there.
I've been a christian my whole life (sometimes not by choice), but I have been trying to let jesus into my heart and spoken with god alot over the past few days. I feel as though I am alone even though there is a family that supports me and friends willing to help me out.
I keep looking for people to blame when in reality I am simply a victim of my own greed and sin. I am trying to find ways of coping with all the sin I've built for myself so I can be strong enough to face the oncoming onslaught that is life in all of god's teachings.
I've been a christian my whole life (sometimes not by choice), but I have been trying to let jesus into my heart and spoken with god alot over the past few days. I feel as though I am alone even though there is a family that supports me and friends willing to help me out.
I keep looking for people to blame when in reality I am simply a victim of my own greed and sin. I am trying to find ways of coping with all the sin I've built for myself so I can be strong enough to face the oncoming onslaught that is life in all of god's teachings.