What was not seen by you homward, was what went on here on my end that led to all of this. You did not see that it was as if everyone was completely ignoring me but for an occasional return comment by men as yourself.
And so God spoke to me and asked, "Why are you bewildered that they should not be listening?" To which I replied, "I want so badly to share what you have taught me, what good is it if I cannot use it to help others?"
The Lord spoke back to me and said, "You know how to get them to listen."
So I in return asked, "How is it that I know how to get them to listen but cannot seem to think of it?"
The Lord answered back again and said, " Have I not told you to behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you. And also told you the ways?"
And then it hit me. So i responded back to the Lord, "Yes, you have furnished me with your truth that no man, matter not how they fight against it cannot defeat it and you have told me that I must be as cunning as those serpents while at the same time remaining gentle as a dove."
And once again the Lord replied, "You have missed dividing a valuable piece of my word with correctness. I did not tell you to be as gentle as a dove. I told you to cleanse my temple. Now tell me how that can be done gently?"
So I went to the scripture at Matthew 10:16 and examined it deeper. I found out that he had not told me there to be gentle but to be innocent of sinning against others using personal opinion. And I realized that what we judge we must judge for the sake of keeping his temple clean, but doing so judging by his word rather than our own personal opinion.
And thus I understood, Matthew 7:5b ".... then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye."
So I revisited my posting here with all of that in mind, knowing that where people shun even looking at what does not rile them and remain pacified glorying in themselves, if i would be brave enough to call out the very judgment of the word itself to them they would hate it and they would not be able to resist looking because they would want to destroy it.
It worked of God's wisdom just as he said that it would.
Did all learn? Of course not. But some did. And some more than others.
I am able to do that now that I understand that wisdom from God, as it is not at all about me. I really do not care at all what anyone thinks of me but God. Life itself pummeled me into not caring about what others think of me. LOL. I don't even rejoice in me.