By studing God's word, i assume you meen bible. Let me tell ya my story.
I was very curious person, and i could say it's curse and blessing to me.
Many years i wanna find out the truth. Who am i? Why i live, why a such corrupted world.
And even when i find and accept that Jesus is truth, i still don't wanna believe it. I guess you must understand why, people around us. So many opinions. I understand that there is sin, and wage of sin is death. Many years christians told me, that human can't live pure life. And many my attempts approve this theory. Becouse i try to be good, but sin just overtake me more and more. One day, i watching youtube, testimony about christian in hell, and he return from hell by lord's grace. He say "people stop sin". I believe him, becouse i know everything what he told. Than God show me scripture, where it says: "God is Spirit". Dear brothers and sisters while you live this life in flesh, you will always fall in sin. Only when i realize, that Jesus words: born in spirit, means completly rejection of flesh. I start believing. When you reject self, and surrender to Christ. It's mean living in spirit, as living in faith or, as living in Jesus. I even have funny joke, have you ever think why God create man with stinky shit?

Let me tell ya, God have fun even in this case. All what comes out of flesh is mostly bad. Feeding self is flesh nature. But christian should live by spirit nature. Anyway, when i put all things together i realize, how many "christians", still live un flesh nature. I left my church, becouse they think it's allright, to love self more, than God. Jesus says, my brothers and sisters are those who do Father's will. I really hope you get my message, while i didn't believe i wasn't intresting in reading of bible. Now i believe, and only now my spirit starts living. I'm hungry for every word. It's living water for my spirit. While kids and many "christians" live for flesh, they feed flesh. Thanks God, that He gave me curiosity. If you wanna know God's will sacrifice self to Him. He will open your eyes. I can tell you all minds from flesh also is against Spirit. Born in spirit means complete rejection of your own flesh. Flesh must die, to let spirit rise. Always search for God's will at 1st, trust Him. That's step in faith. Many churches talks about beautiful life in Jesus christ, but they don't hear voice of God. Becouse these churches live in flesh, and have frendship with world. I know this becouse Holy spirit expose me many things. I must say, when you enter in church, pray for every soul, becouse they sleep in lies. It's not kids fault, that adults play holy church. God bless your Jesus church. And forgive me if i told something wrong. It's my pray and hope word as well to seekers of Father's will.