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I am not sure what hurts worse, being friendless and alone for so long or being rejected when I actually reach out to make a friend locally. I hate being here all the time alone just me and my son, I have my boyfriend but i need other friends. I feel so empty sometimes almost like I am living a life and no one knows I am here. Or maybe they just don;t care. The only person who had visited me in two years killed himself this month, the day after he was at my house visiting. I am getting over it but now I realize selfishly the only friend I had is now gone and there is no one left to come visit me. Its maddening. I enjoy being social. I really miss it. I am just getting to old to try anymore and when you are pregnant and have a toddler your not really fun just a burden.
That is all..
That is all..