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jkalyna
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I DIDN'T HAVE TO GOOD OF A TESTIMONEY GROWING UP FOR A WHILE. BUT DON'T LET THE DARKNESS OF THE PAST, CLOUD THE LIGHT OF THE LORD, AND WHAT HE HAS DONE. JUST TO MAKE IT SHORT AND THANKFULL. FROM ALL THE MESS OF THE WORLD, I DID WORK FOR THE LORD. NOT AS A MISSIONARY, OR TEACHER, BUT AS A MUSICIAN, AND SINGER IN THE CHURCH. HAVING HAD PIANO LESSONS, GUITAR, AND ACCORDIAN GROWING UP, THE LORD TOOK THOSE TALENTS AND USED THEM TO BLESS OTHERS. I DID SING WITH ALL THREE INSTRUMENTS, AND SOME HAVE EVEN SAID THAT THEY HAD BEEN HEALED AND FELT THE ANOINTING, AND THE PRESENCE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT. I'VE LAID MY HAND ON SOME FOLK IN PRAYER AND THEY HAD BEEN HEALED, INCLUDING MY OWN DAUGHTERS. DURING SOME OF THESE SERVICES I WAS IMPARTED SOMEKIND OF GIFT, ANOINTED WITH OIL AND PRAYED OVER. I NEVER GOT A DEGREE OF MINISTRY, AND NEVER PREACHED, BUT DID INTERPRET DURING A SERVICE FROM UKRAINIAN INTO ENGLISH BY THE PASTOR AT THAT CHURCH. I HAD A GIFT OF SINGING. I COULD SAY I LABORED FOR THE LORD FROM MY HEART, FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE FOR ME, SAVING ME MY LIFE MANY TIMES. IF I SEEM HARSH OR HARD, HERE, IT'S JUST THAT I AM NOT COMPATIBLE WITH SIN, AND WONT COMPRIMISE WITH IT ON ANY LEVEL. TO ME IT'S TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT, THERE ARE NO IN BETWEENS WITH THE WORD THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN US. MAYBE GOING TO NURSING SCHOOL HAS PUT A TOUGH EDGE ON LIKE A SOLIDER IN TRAINING, AND TO BE HONEST IT WAS. BEING A MOM OF 2 DAUGHTERS YOU NEED THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT, AND ONE OF THE MOST GREATEST CHARACTERISTIC I BELIEVE OF JESUS, IS TENDERNESS AND COMPASSION OF HEART. WE ARE TO BE TENDER HEARTED TOWARDS ANOTHER. TO INFLICT PAIN, AND HURT, IT FINDS IT'S WAY BACK TO THE GIVER. I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I HAD LEARNED IN MY WALK WITH THE LORD. GIVE AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN BACK UNTO YOU, PRESSED DOWN, SHAKEN, AND OVER FLOWING. DOES IT ALWAYS MEAN MONEY. NO. THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS, SOME HAVE TO LEARN, IS THAT IF YOU SOW THINGS UNFRUITFULLY, YOU WILL GET IT BACK, PRESSED DOWN. SHAKEN, AND OVERFLOWED. PRESSED LIKE AN OLIVE, SOMETIMES IN PAIN, TO CHANGE THE ATTITUDE, AND PRODUCE THE OIL. SHAKEN, THE GROUND WAS NOT ON THE SOLID ROCK, AND THE HOUSE WAS BUILT UPON A FOUNDATION OF SAND, AND THE WINDS, AND WAVES ARRIVED, AND DESTRUCTION WITH IT, OVER FLOWING, WITH MISERY. GIVING OR SOWING FRUITS OF RIGHTOUSNESS FROM THE HEART, THE NINE FRUITS, BRING, PRESSED DOWN BLESSINGS, OVERFLOWING, AND SHAKEN AS FRUITS THAT YOU DRINK BACK INTO YOUR SPIRIT. THE LATTER RAIN, BROUGHT MUCH MORE THAN THE FIRST RAIN, THAT THE DARK CLOUD HAD BROUGHT. AMEN.