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neara
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hie my name is neara,and this is my first time to this site,i have a husband that is going to be comeing home from prison in 4 weeks,we been togeather for 8 years married for 4 years going on 5 years in 3 more months,i should be happy that he comeing home from doing 5 years,but instead im not happy and ive been haveing all of these doubtful fearfulness feelings,i say this is because in the past year of 2010 my husband had cheated on me,and i had found the strength to forgive him in to move on,the mix feelings is comeing in because of the things that he says like how muscular he has gotten or how long he works out,the amount of weights that he lifts,even when i went to visit him i guess there was a woman on the side of him,and he was saying i wish she move from bye me,it was almost as if he liked it and was only putting on a front because i was in front of him,or he was being funny just makeing that statement to make me feel someway,but im not becaise that was the devices of the enemy,so thats why im feeling the way im feeling,,,or does it means im being insercure,imean i love my husband but sometimes im getting that feeling that he may cheat on me again,i only trust my husband to a certain exctint,,,,please any answer kjv scripters and verses will help me i just feel so alone crush hurt empty and scared
