If you want to be content in your relationship with the Lord, then that is what I wish for you. If you want a husband, then maybe the Lord is working behind the scenes to prepare you and him to meet at some point in the future. Be patient in the Lord sister. Through Him, all things are possible. The closer you get to Him, the more you'll get to know yourself, and the more you'll know about what you want and where you want to go and how He can help guide you there.