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I am going to be very honest here... I have a difficult time being single due to conditional love by my dad (or so it felt) and not much closeness/bonding with my family. I am not willing to settle in a relationship with a man who is not convicted in his heart to become more like Christ, but I find that when I am single and that empty piece in me hurts, I end up going online and hoping that someone will find me. I am aware that God is my "portion" but the truth is physical affection is something God cant give. And I have not found His voice to be audible on a consistent basis... So it is difficult for me to live without a strong desire to find the person God has for me, as I love to share deep thoughts and moments. I don't know how to feel about meeting people online... in some ways it seems desperate, but in other ways it seems sensible. Ive lived in the same town for years, and have a hard time going to Church out here(long explanation). I dont know where else to look other than the internet, but meeting people offline has not worked out?