a few minutes ago i was on a walk and had this daydream, here it goes: I was going on a walk in a neighborhood close to mine, as i walked past a expensive car i noticed three young men laughing and cussing and just having fun. I One of them saw me looking at him and yelled what the heck are you looking at? I simply replied nothing i just happened to noticed you were drunk thats all. The young man said to his buddies hold my beer, his buddies encouraged him saying this kids gonna get it now! as the young man cracked his knuckled with such an angry face. I knew i was not going to fight him and i didn't want to get hurt because my mom would see my face and never let me go walking again. with such power and speed his fist came right at my face and in mymind i cried out to god saying father please no! then his fist froze centimeters from face as if someone or something had stopped him. At first i thought it was a fluke as he said what the!? he swung again and again and i realized god was protecting me as his fist stoppped in the same place over and over again. My eye's suddenly softened with compassion and my heart melted as i felt what seemed like jesus possess my body and soul. He kept swinging in such anger but i somehow knew that he is the way he is because of such a horrible painful life of poverty, family and ppl rejection. And i desperately reached for him saying to god Lord if i can just touch him! my finger had barely touched him and i felt the lords heart stopping love ,kindness and peace flow through my arm into him and i saw his gasp and freeze. his eye's were so soft and had tears running down his face. Suddenly i was truly Taken over and jesus spoke these words to him through me: You are a beloved son of god, in your life has flowed pain and misery- sadness anger and bitterness. You have sought for love, peace and acceptance your whole life in alchohal, drugs and crime. as jesus was speaking through me it was like i was watching from inside my eyes the young man was on his knees in tears as if he knew it was jesus talking. Jesus continued in such a compassionate way: You have suffered long enough- here allow me to take you pain and anger and suffer no longer. My hands reached to touch him but it was like my hands were both mine and the lords at the same time. when we touched this young man suddenly every bitterness, anger, pain and suffering, lonelyness and evil cravings got sapped out of this young man and into my body. Suddenly the pain and all these horrible things were so strong and horrible that i heard a ringing in my ears and everything went white. But in this whiteness that appeared because the pain was so intesne was jesus standing looking at me with such love and proudness. I suddenly was awakend saw the young man at the same moment when i accepted his pain and he was suddenly so peaceful and i heard him ask in his mind( where is my pain, where is my worry?) jesus once again took over and spoke with power and authority sayin: you are free of your anger and pain, the father has chosen you to be a servant of the lord and you will do many great things and perform many great miracles in his name and will bring much glory and honor to his name. He will smile down upon you and say Look, this my beloved faithful servant, have ever seen such a faithful man? jesus suddenly whispered to me saying: thank you for you help, now go and tell the world what has been done here my child. after this the day dream ended. I do not know the end or what the other two young men did or anything but i do know they saw the young mans reaction but did not see or hear jesus.
