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tinamaria
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Being in a dragging life of a very distracted family is kinda being in a “teleserye” situation. It’s hard to comprehend every action and respond they will give you.
I grew up in a family of experts in holding grudges, something i don’t wanna inherit. Last night, I had a very heartbreaking conversation with my Aunt. It wasn’t nice at all with all the bashing and harsh words. She said I should use that grudge against her to reach my goals in life. But I knew I have to rebuke her for that.
I don’t need any hard feelings or curses on someone just to motivate myself and have my vengeance at full force in the future. I don’t need to be an emotional monster being hunted by the past just to make myself worthy with a hidden agenda to accomplish.
I have God and His promises lined up and my burning FAITH to keep me going from these events of my life. I know this path isn’t easy as 123 or ABC but i know God is there for me, guiding me and molding me for the very best. I maybe solving things on my own now without the full support of my family all together. I maybe accomplishing my own way coz I know I can’t trust some of them coz I know eventually they will hurt me over and over again and I have to forgive them whatever circumstances for they are still my family. I maybe facing the toughest turning point of my life but I won’t let those things bring me down.
I’m a God’s girl and I won’t let the enemy break me down. No one can break me down with the bashing words, curses etc. for I’m protected by the blood of Jesus. Maybe I will cry a little bit just to release the pain, but I will dry my eyes coz I’m not a little girl no more and I have to forgive the people who caused me pain.
I will never inherit an emotional grudge from my worldly family. I’m not a citizen of this world but only a visitor. My old self is already gone and my new me is shining with the full armor of God ready to take any arrows back to the enemy.
I grew up in a family of experts in holding grudges, something i don’t wanna inherit. Last night, I had a very heartbreaking conversation with my Aunt. It wasn’t nice at all with all the bashing and harsh words. She said I should use that grudge against her to reach my goals in life. But I knew I have to rebuke her for that.
I don’t need any hard feelings or curses on someone just to motivate myself and have my vengeance at full force in the future. I don’t need to be an emotional monster being hunted by the past just to make myself worthy with a hidden agenda to accomplish.
I have God and His promises lined up and my burning FAITH to keep me going from these events of my life. I know this path isn’t easy as 123 or ABC but i know God is there for me, guiding me and molding me for the very best. I maybe solving things on my own now without the full support of my family all together. I maybe accomplishing my own way coz I know I can’t trust some of them coz I know eventually they will hurt me over and over again and I have to forgive them whatever circumstances for they are still my family. I maybe facing the toughest turning point of my life but I won’t let those things bring me down.
I’m a God’s girl and I won’t let the enemy break me down. No one can break me down with the bashing words, curses etc. for I’m protected by the blood of Jesus. Maybe I will cry a little bit just to release the pain, but I will dry my eyes coz I’m not a little girl no more and I have to forgive the people who caused me pain.
I will never inherit an emotional grudge from my worldly family. I’m not a citizen of this world but only a visitor. My old self is already gone and my new me is shining with the full armor of God ready to take any arrows back to the enemy.