My heart is still broken and the more I pray about it and take it to God, the worse it gets.
Our Father might want you to simply say "Lord Jesus, I give this all to You, and I'll try not to think about it anymore.", and then attempt to think about other things. I know; that's SO much easier said than done
. For me, it helps to pray for others (especially those around me online and offline who I'm led to pray for, and the persecuted church; some of them have a very tough life) and simply focus on Jesus. Thank Him for dying for your sins, and ask Him to let you get to know Him better. Ask Him to fill you with the power of the Holy Spirit, and to help you in ALL the things you do. I'd also ask Him to show you what you can do to help Him out. I know that sounds funny, but there are certain things that He told us to do, such as share the Gospel. There is a Bible verse about receiving when you give, and I'm totally convinced that it works with things other than money as well
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I'm not saying that if you do these things the pain will immediately leave; it may, but pain can serve a purpose as well. It helps us remember to be more careful in the future. The next time you feel yourself falling for a guy, I'd pray about it and see if you get total peace about it before you try to get the dude's attention (or accept the attention that the guy offers you
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