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Louise123
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Hello. I'm new to this site but I know that the people here are really honest. I need advice on asking for help.
I just finished my first year in college and it's been the most challenging year. I never really experienced it much before but I kept having panic attacks especially for Math class, I've been afraid of going to class, I couldn't go out with my blockmates, I cried almost everyday in my first month in college. It could have just been me trying to adjust to the new environment, but it felt different. I really really couldn't have survived each day without God's grace. I didn't feel mentally well so many times in the year. Now that I'm done with first year, I'm having thoughts. About college. About my past before meeting Christ. About how I was hurt by words before. I've been crying these past few nights and I don't exactly know why. I keep praying and praying and listening to worship songs, but I feel stuck again. I can't remember my childhood either and I'm frustrated with not knowing what's happening to me right now. I need prayers with the people that God will provide...I really need someone to talk to about this. I need a counselor/psychologist and I tell my mom to text one...she's found two but I feel like she's delaying in contacting them. The counselor said that she has to know my schedule first during summer class, but I feel like I need to talk to someone before classes start (they start next Wednesday). I'm stuck right now and I need prayers for this counselor/psychologist to help me...I need someone to talk to before attending summer class next Wednesday. I need advice on what to do. It would mean a lot, thank you so much. God bless!
I just finished my first year in college and it's been the most challenging year. I never really experienced it much before but I kept having panic attacks especially for Math class, I've been afraid of going to class, I couldn't go out with my blockmates, I cried almost everyday in my first month in college. It could have just been me trying to adjust to the new environment, but it felt different. I really really couldn't have survived each day without God's grace. I didn't feel mentally well so many times in the year. Now that I'm done with first year, I'm having thoughts. About college. About my past before meeting Christ. About how I was hurt by words before. I've been crying these past few nights and I don't exactly know why. I keep praying and praying and listening to worship songs, but I feel stuck again. I can't remember my childhood either and I'm frustrated with not knowing what's happening to me right now. I need prayers with the people that God will provide...I really need someone to talk to about this. I need a counselor/psychologist and I tell my mom to text one...she's found two but I feel like she's delaying in contacting them. The counselor said that she has to know my schedule first during summer class, but I feel like I need to talk to someone before classes start (they start next Wednesday). I'm stuck right now and I need prayers for this counselor/psychologist to help me...I need someone to talk to before attending summer class next Wednesday. I need advice on what to do. It would mean a lot, thank you so much. God bless!
