Hi Jayson, I am with you.....as I am also having a lot of problem with my faith, life, my marriage. I keep telling myself the right things....Like hand it over to God.........Pray......Believe he loves you........Believe you are right where you are supposed to be right now!!!!, But I am tired, scarred, and most of all I am a control freak and I have no Patience. I will try to pray and try to believe, until things start to change, beause in the past they always have.
I will pray for you too Jayson
God Bless
Renee