It's is a contempt for complacency, which for the most part comes from drinking my military training kool-aid. I don't think I could get rid of it if I wanted to.it seems a rather 'glass half empty' view -
The problem is balancing and distinguishing it from "worry", which is unproductive; and as I mentioned, I've been counseled by the Lord not to do. It's a tightrope walk.






