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Yes, the night slips away too quickly.
May you take care and stay safe and may your tomorrow go smashingly and may you sleep well!

Thank you. Currently eating dinner before bed, which is probably not the best but all I had today was a few slices of pizza from little caesars and a few bakery goods from Starbucks today, which had little to no protein.

Thanks for being kind like always. I'll try to get to sleep after this.

 

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Yes, the night slips away too quickly.
May you take care and stay safe and may your tomorrow go smashingly and may you sleep well!

I hope you have a good night and that you had a good day feel like I've been a little self centered with our conversation tonight. It's just hard when the warning is going off in my mind

 

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I hope you have a good night and that you had a good day feel like I've been a little self centered with our conversation tonight. It's just hard when the warning is going off in my mind

My day hasn't been too bad, thank you for mentioning it. I know you had a full day. Maybe we can converse more when time and rest allows, if you'd like. In the meantime, do take care of yourself!

 

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My day hasn't been too bad, thank you for mentioning it. I know you had a full day. Maybe we can converse more when time and rest allows, if you'd like. In the meantime, do take care of yourself!

Thanks! What I noticed about you is that you have other people's best interest in heart.

 

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Thanks! What I noticed about you is that you have other people's best interest in heart.

I think if I take my medication I'll do to sleep. it has a sedative effect to it

 

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I think if I take my medication I'll do to sleep. it has a sedative effect to it

I do hope so. It's after midnight there now. I hope you'll eventually be dreaming some smashing dreams, sooner rather than later!

 

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I do hope so. It's after midnight there now. I hope you'll eventually be dreaming some smashing dreams, sooner rather than later!

I ended up just writing a novel on that testimonial post. My mom just got home, so I guess we are going to eat tacos and then hopefully they are in their rooms and I can get some sleep

 

[CarriePie]

I ended up just writing a novel on that testimonial post. My mom just got home, so I guess we are going to eat tacos and then hopefully they are in their rooms and I can get some sleep

Bless your heart for sharing your "novel" and bless your heart for keeping in touch.
Tacos sound really good.
I've seen the Herm tonight. And a black cat was sitting on the steps for a while. Quiet night here, so far.
I'm still hoping you'll eventually get to have a restful night!

 

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Bless your heart for sharing your "novel" and bless your heart for keeping in touch.
Tacos sound really good.
I've seen the Herm tonight. And a black cat was sitting on the steps for a while. Quiet night here, so far.
I'm still hoping you'll eventually get to have a restful night!

I wish I would go to sleep but being on here is like drinking living water.

 

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I wish I would go to sleep but being on here is like drinking living water.

That made me chuckle. Not because you can't sleep! I do hope sleep will happen!

And I'm so glad you found this site!!

 

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Bless your heart for sharing your "novel" and bless your heart for keeping in touch.
Tacos sound really good.
I've seen the Herm tonight. And a black cat was sitting on the steps for a while. Quiet night here, so far.
I'm still hoping you'll eventually get to have a restful night!

You know, I know what Fuzz Buttz are but I forget what a Herm is. By the way black cats can be really awesome cats or they can be really psycho. We brought my sisters black cat here for like a week and she would viciously attack our dogs, leaving bloody scratch marks on them. Fortunately the cat jumped out of her car while they were driving and they never could find it. It was probably a blessing.

 

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That made me chuckle. Not because you can't sleep! I do hope sleep will happen!

And I'm so glad you found this site!!

Any Christian anything, I can't help but feel the Holy Spirit healing my mind. I can't tell if I'm just a crazy person or if this is a gift or if every Christian can feel this.

 

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You know, I know what Fuzz Buttz are but I forget what a Herm is. By the way black cats can be really awesome cats or they can be really psycho. We brought my sisters black cat here for like a week and she would viciously attack our dogs, leaving bloody scratch marks on them. Fortunately the cat jumped out of her car while they were driving and they never could find it. It was probably a blessing.

I call the resident opossum Hermie or I'll often call it the Herm.
I don't have any pets, but there is a guy who lives a little further down that feeds all the alley cats and they accumulate and then they come over here and try to catch the birds I feed.

Any Christian anything, I can't help but feel the Holy Spirit healing my mind. I can't tell if I'm just a crazy person or if this is a gift or if every Christian can feel this.

I'm elated that you are healing. I think that's a blessing! <3

 

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I call the resident opossum Hermie or I'll often call it the Herm.
I don't have any pets, but there is a guy who lives a little further down that feeds all the alley cats and they accumulate and then they come over here and try to catch the birds I feed.




I'm elated that you are healing. I think that's a blessing! <3

I prayed to be healed ever since I got out of the hospital the first time. Been praying ever since. Every rediagnosis proves to society that something is happening. Every person that ever walked out of my life because they thought I was less than when I told them that a doctor said something that I was diagnosed something that I never was. Will be shocked when God promises for me come to life. I feel like people are going to come out of the wood work because of my abilities, kinda like how my friend Michael came out of nowhere cause he didn't trust anyone except for me, someone he abandoned ten years prior. They're out there. I'm just waiting for them to come crawling.

 

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I call the resident opossum Hermie or I'll often call it the Herm.
I don't have any pets, but there is a guy who lives a little further down that feeds all the alley cats and they accumulate and then they come over here and try to catch the birds I feed.




I'm elated that you are healing. I think that's a blessing! <3

Maybe you should claim a few of those animals as your own. Don't let them come in but only feed certain ones. Actually that seems wrong, cause what about the other ones. it's like if you feed one, you got to feed all of them.

 

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I prayed to be healed ever since I got out of the hospital the first time. Been praying ever since. Every rediagnosis proves to society that something is happening. Every person that ever walked out of my life because they thought I was less than when I told them that a doctor said something that I was diagnosed something that I never was. Will be shocked when God promises for me come to life. I feel like people are going to come out of the wood work because of my abilities, kinda like how my friend Michael came out of nowhere cause he didn't trust anyone except for me, someone he abandoned ten years prior. They're out there. I'm just waiting for them to come crawling.

If they hit rock bottom, they got to identify they need help or someone that cares about them, that they walked away from. Such as my friend Elijah. we were best friends since 2018 and literally a week or two ago because I confronted him about his sexual immorality, he just ghosted me, deleting me from social media, never returning any message and completely abandoning me.

 

[CarriePie]

I prayed to be healed ever since I got out of the hospital the first time. Been praying ever since. Every rediagnosis proves to society that something is happening. Every person that ever walked out of my life because they thought I was less than when I told them that a doctor said something that I was diagnosed something that I never was. Will be shocked when God promises for me come to life. I feel like people are going to come out of the wood work because of my abilities, kinda like how my friend Michael came out of nowhere cause he didn't trust anyone except for me, someone he abandoned ten years prior. They're out there. I'm just waiting for them to come crawling.

I'm sorry people walked out of your life. I think you are doing extraordinary things to change your life for the better. Choosing the Lord is never the wrong path. And you are never "less than" because of a diagnosis! Bless your heart.
I pray that the Lord will bless you with wisdom and discernment for all that lies ahead of you, whether that be situations or people or what-have-you.

Maybe you should claim a few of those animals as your own. Don't let them come in but only feed certain ones. Actually that seems wrong, cause what about the other ones. it's like if you feed one, you got to feed all of them.

I do feed them lol. For example, when my nearby grocery store used to reduce bags of apples for 99 cents. I'd buy them just for the Herms and the Fuzz Butts. Yesterday, I made cornbread and shared with them.

Maybe I'm crazy

 

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If they hit rock bottom, they got to identify they need help or someone that cares about them, that they walked away from. Such as my friend Elijah. we were best friends since 2018 and literally a week or two ago because I confronted him about his sexual immorality, he just ghosted me, deleting me from social media, never returning any message and completely abandoning me.

This is heartbreaking. I'm so sorry.

No wonder I'm such a recluse.

 

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I'm sorry people walked out of your life. I think you are doing extraordinary things to change your life for the better. Choosing the Lord is never the wrong path. And you are never "less than" because of a diagnosis! Bless your heart.
I pray that the Lord will bless you with wisdom and discernment for all that lies ahead of you, whether that be situations or people or what-have-you.




I do feed them lol. For example, when my nearby grocery store used to reduce bags of apples for 99 cents. I'd buy them just for the Herms and the Fuzz Butts. Yesterday, I made cornbread and shared with them.

Maybe I'm crazy

That is awesome! corn bread sounds good. I think I use to have corn bread at a restaurant chain called El Torrito. they also had sweet butter and freshly made tortillas that felt like they were just pressed in the back kitchen. I think if I fed the animals over here, they may get into the backyard and attack our dog while he is using the restroom so that may not be wise.

 

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This is heartbreaking. I'm so sorry.

No wonder I'm such a recluse.

I don't know how I'm able to deal with so much but I feel like I can't handle anymore. God is probably just removing the bad and bringing in the good. If he repents and wants to still be friends, than I would welcome him in no problem. I'm just giving him tough love, just like the church did to me. It may have hurt him but because of what I did, he'll want to turn to God, or go further into depravity until he hits rock bottom and realize I was the only one that accepted him for who he was. Even while both of us tried quitting pornography. He didn't want to buy Covenant Eyes. He said it was too much money even though he made good money. He just didn't want to turn from his sin. He enjoyed it too much and I wasn't going to allow him to lead me astray again.