Have you considered that being a secular musician is almost certainly not what God's plan for your life is? And there is a reason why Christian rock isn't satisfying your flesh? Christian music is NOT supposed to appeal to your flesh! And it seems like that is what you are seeking after. You want Christian music to appeal the way Godless secular music does.
I go back to 1 John 2:15-17, a good verse I would recommend applying to your life.
15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. 17 And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.
1 John 2:15-17 (KJV)
Also Romans 12:1-2
1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Romans 12:1-2 (KJV)