Talking scripture with you is like reasoning with a hyena not to eat a baby deer. You start with the premise that you and you alone have understanding. You're flat wrong about what it means to follow Jesus.
Follow Jesus means exactly that. Follow Jesus. There were many disciples who stopped following Jesus Christ. But the 11 disciples that Jesus Christ had chosen did indeed follow Him, and they obeyed His Word. Yes, they stumbled, but they did not stay down in a stumbled state. They got back up and continued to follow Jesus and His good ways.
As for discussing Scripture: It is what Jesus (God) wants us to do. For man shall not live by bread alone; And we are to study to show ourselves approved unto God.