I am so upset right now! My family and I have been in and out of hotels since June and its just been one test after another. We are so exhausted. We are always on the move. GOD called called us to Florida so we drove here, but on the way a series of choices led to my cat jumping out of the truck on the side of the highway in Magee, Mississippi into a dense forest area. My brother and I tried to go after her but I knew immediately that we were not going to be able to get her. When I was in the forest I just stopped and cried because I knew that she had left me and we were not going to find her. We had to leave because we couldn't afford to stay and now I can't even find peace knowing that she is not here with me. I feel as if I left a piece of myself in MS. No one really understands what she means to me. I don't trust people and don't let them touch me or show me much affection so I attach myself to my pets. Humans cannot live a full life without touch so I can not live without a furry friend. She is my touch. GOD sent her to me and I know that HE will return her, but I left her and this pain isn't going away. I need to know where she is. I need her to be in a place where I can go get her when I am able. I am not going to be able to do what GOD has called me to do here or relax in HIS Peace until I know where she is and when she is coming back. She is my baby and I can't stand not knowing. Please pray for me! I can't hold these tears back forever!
