Overall health

[Benoriel]

I have been struggling with mental, emotional, and spiritual health issues for much of my life and was diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum a few years ago. After a psychological breakdown that resulted in four trips to two different mental hospitals in as little as two years, I was also diagnosed with schizo-affective disorder. I have been on disability since 2018 and have not been able to find a job partially because I don't feel safe driving. On top of all this I am dealing with some men's health issues. My vision has also been in decline for the past few years. Please pray for me.

 

[Seeker47]

I am praying for you. More important; there is a God in heaven who knows you and loves you and cares deeply about what you are going through. I don't know your pain, but I do know your Savior.

"Jesus wept." He also rose again bringing the believers in him.

 

[Benoriel]

Thank you.

I've been on medication for a few years now for depression and schizo-affective disorder. It was working but lately I've been struggling with suicidal depression again. I've tried surrendering it to God yet it remains. I go to church regularly but I haven't been doing my daily Bible reading or praying like I used to.

I hear accusing voices in my head from time to time. My heart also seems to be accusing me of having left the faith or accusing God of not being there. I know that there's a verse that states that the heart is deceitful above all things. Yet I still have to fight these feelings, especially at night. I'm straight yet these feelings also try to convince my mind that I'm either gay or bi. I haven't had to deal with those feelings with the intensity I do now since the 7th grade.

There's more but I'm not sure that I feel safe posting it here, or anywhere for that matter.

 

[crmvet]

Isaiah 53:5