Btotallyhis, Some encouragement for you in the Lord...whatever the pain is that you are dealing with, although I'm not sure if you are dealing with physical pain or emotional pain, but either way its important for you to receive this into your spirit, that Your Heavenly Father see's the path ahead of you, and even though you may be dealing with your burdens alone, you are never alone. Jesus will bring you peace & hope and healing, and carry you through this difficult time in your life. Trust in His leading as He knows the way! There is a abundance of strength, hope and healing that comes through abiding in the Truth, by allowing yourself to be completely immersed in your bible. The Lord will be healing to your soul, spirit, mind, emotions etc... My prayer for you is that the Lord, your Everlasting Father will give you peace, strength & healing in every area of your life. In Jesus name!