Hello again James (Bond, that is .. or do you prefer "007" instead)October seems to be one of those months for me also or was one of those months before meeting my fiancé.
Well, perhaps a place to start would be with considering what it means to love your human father?I am having a hard time answering whether I truly love God or not. I’m not sure what that means. I know my life was radically transformed when I said the sinners prayer and accepted Jesus as Lord and savior.
The sad fact is that everyone loves the blessings that He provides us with, but only a few actually want to know and love the Blesser Himself (but, if you think about it, that's what the Christian life and eternal life is really all about, yes, our knowing Him (John 17:3), and Him knowing us (Matthew 7:22-23) by which I (and the Greek) mean ~really~ knowing each other, not just knowing things "about" one another.
Is it not BEYOND astounding that the transcendent Being who created everything by speaking it (most of it anyway) into existence, actually wants to know all of us (His adopted children, that is), personally? He, in fact, wants to not only be part of our daily lives, but the biggest part of our entire life, moment by moment by moment .. e.g. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18.
Also, is it not even more astounding that this same, glorious Being thought so much of us, His enemies (Romans 5:10), that He chose to come here and die for us on the Cross (to redeem us, save us and make us part of His very own family), so that we wouldn't be faced with living out eternity apart from Him, nor He apart from us
There are MANY words that are used to describe God, but only three of them are nouns, God is spirit, God is light, and God is love. So, God isn't just loving, rather, He ~is~ love, by nature.
You know, I used to think that things like His omnipresence would take the longest to even begin to truly wrap our minds around and understand in the age to come, but I now believe that getting a handle on such attributes all pale in comparison to truly understanding the depths of His love
That' s a good sign that you are, indeed, a true believer! As theologian and pastor Arthur Pink once said,I do confess my sins and seek forgiveness as soon as I realize what I’ve done.
"It is not the absence of sin, but the grieving over it, which distinguishes the child of God from empty professors".
Unbelievers sin, not only because it's part of their nature to do so (cf Ephesians 2:1-3), but also because it's, well, fun. Believers, on the other hand, find sinning anything but fun, because our natures have been changed by God (Ezekiel 36:26-27) and, as a result, we know how much it displeases the One who loves us and died to save us from our sins.
That's greatMy life, using technology, probably isn’t like Jesus’ but I have been walking more and studying the Bible every morning almost, with my fiancé. My fiancé is a believer, whom I fellowship with daily.
Also good, but still not enough. God gave us each other, along with the visible church, to help us as we walk through this difficult life (as aliens & strangers/sojourners & exiles) in a world that is no longer our true home .. cf 1 Peter 2:11. Believers. all of us, are men and women under authority, and that includes the teaching and authority of the visible church, which again, God put in place for our good, the church, with His chosen undershepherds (our pastors) as well. These are men who will be held accountable by God for the care they took in watching over our souls for Him in this life .. e.g. Hebrews 13:17.I mostly listen to pray.com for my spiritual needs.
Perhaps you and your fiancé can find a Bible study that you can go to together (that's pretty easy to do if you join a church that holds the Bible in high esteem .. which usually requires finding a church that teaches that the Bible is not only infallible, but inerrant too).I do have a men’s Bible study I was apart of on Mondays but decided to stop going to those because I don’t really know them all that well, and I don’t really trust the guy who hosts the Bible study.
Sorry about the length of this message, I know that you've got to get back to tracking down those foreign spies and the like
God bless you!!
~Deuteronomy (David)
p.s. - I mentioned 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 above, and I'd recommend taking some time to really consider all that it is saying, because I believe that it is a BIG part of being progressively sanctified, or growing up in Christlikeness, and a big help too with growing in our relationship with our heavenly Abba. It is practical instruction/advice about how to "practice the presence of God" in your life.
We can talk more about this and how to begin to apply it to your life (just let me know if you'd like to do so). Oh, and don't let the "pray w/o ceasing" command bother you, because even though it sounds crazy at first, you'll quickly see that it is not
1 Thessalonians 5
16 Rejoice always;
17 pray without ceasing;
18 in everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
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