My friend, depression is a real physical and emotional problem. GOD can help. Try to pray and seek GODs face. Look around you and see his work, his creation. Look at the blessings he has done in your life. And if you are praying for something just remember, GOD does hear your prayer he may just be waiting until he knows you are ready. Trust in him. ‘Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28)