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I messed up.

I was so desperate to heal my marriage. I was so desperate for anything at all. God was moving. He was but, but a friend convinced me to try tarot readings. It seemed innocent at the time, but I opened a door I never should have and I'm extremely sorry for that. Immediately things got worse in ways I couldn't imagine. Steven has left. He blocked me. I have been praying for this miracle for a long time. God promised me but I messed up. I'm so sorry for what I have done and I am asking a forgiving God for mercy. Now I need a bigger miracle. I'm hoping all is not lost. Please. I'm desperately crying out for help. Please keep us in your prayers. Please Lord. I am sorry. I truly am. Please bring back what I allowed the devil to steal. How could I have been so foolish?
 

blue_ladybug

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Desperate people do desperate, foolish things. He left and blocked you out of his life, long before you played around with tarot cards. God forgives you, but maybe you need to just accept that your marriage is over. God won't force Steven to return to you. STEVEN has to WANT to return to you, but unfortunately he's made it abundantly clear that he doesn't want to and most likely never will. The good thing is, that with God's help you WILL make it through this struggle, because He has something much better planned for you. :)
 

levi85

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Lord bless Heathersmiracle, and this prayer, in Jesus name, Amen!
 
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Desperate people do desperate, foolish things. He left and blocked you out of his life, long before you played around with tarot cards. God forgives you, but maybe you need to just accept that your marriage is over. God won't force Steven to return to you. STEVEN has to WANT to return to you, but unfortunately he's made it abundantly clear that he doesn't want to and most likely never will. The good thing is, that with God's help you WILL make it through this struggle, because He has something much better planned for you. :)
That's easy to say from the outside. I know what God spoke to me. I know the dreams he has given me and others. I'll continue praying. God bless.
 

EmilyFoster

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I’m very sorry to hear about the challenges you are going through. I’m praying that God will surround you and your husband with His infinite love and comfort. May He bring in healing, draw you closer to Himself and give you guidance as you lean upon Him.

Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number. Please contact them if you need further assistance.
 
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I’m very sorry to hear about the challenges you are going through. I’m praying that God will surround you and your husband with His infinite love and comfort. May He bring in healing, draw you closer to Himself and give you guidance as you lean upon Him.

Also, I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number. Please contact them if you need further assistance.
Thank you so much. Praying for protection over him during the separation. I miss him so much.
 
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I'm begging any one that will please pray for Steven and our marriage. We need a miracle this time. Praying what was done in anger will not last. That this separation is very temporary. May God softened his heart and surround him with protection. I just really miss him.