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faithingod
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Hi everyone! first i am very happy to have found this site i am new and love that we can all pray for one another. well i will tell you about myself, my name is Emily and i am 28 years old i am married and we are struggling right now main reason is i never feel good, i was a nurses aide for a long time until i started getting very dizzy and fatigued and i thought i had multiple sclerosis cause they found a brain lesion but they said it was most likely from migraines cause there was only one. then i started to notice other symptoms like my face is always flushing very badly, my face gets red hot! i have to freeze ice bottles and put them on my face daily, i take them in my purse and where ever i go i mean its pretty bad that if i dont have one on me i will sit there with ice paper towels lol its embaressing to say the least. well then i started to think about allergies and at them time i was seeing a councelor cause i have bad anxiety too and i kept telling them what i thought i had cause i just want an answer and they diagnosed me with somatoform disorder/hypochondria and severe anxiety and yes i do have anxiety from a horrible childhood but i dont believe i have hypochondria. so i went to an allergist and i was allergic to practically everything! no this just really tears me up cause i was a big binge eater/overeater and i was devestated but everything i was eating i have reactions to. at one point i was living off of milk and eggs cause thats all they said i wasnt allergic to i was afraid to eat anything at work cause of this problem but the facial flushing wouldnt go away ughh, so other symptoms i get is when i eat the left side of my neck gets very tight like swells it feels like, i also get so dizzy cause my blood sugar is always dropping and the worst is the brain fog i get i mean i am in like a daze all day i lost my job cause i couldnt work like that, now my in laws are fed up with me cause they cant help us out anymore and my husband is on disability so we are very broke now and its ruining are marraige. i cant work though cause basically my life for the last 7 years have been nothing but staying in my house, when i would work i would get so dizzy i would leave early, oh my blood pressure shoots up too its all over the place, my lips go numb, i have muscle aches and now my chest hurts when i breathe its like sore, my white blood cell count has been slightly elevated for years, i get tongue sores, dilated pupils, eye dryness pins and needles, its always something with me. i am thinking the allergies might be caused by something called "leaky gut syndrome" since i was eating so bad for years and i have problems with digestion now , i never ate veggies and now im allergic to even veggies! my husband and his family said if i dont find some income or work then he might leave me they think im making this up cause its been years i been like this and i dont get any answers besides having allergies, i dont even have insurance anymore i pray to god all the time i say please god heal me i want to live my life like i should be doing the last fun thing i did was years ago, i want to spend time with my nephew and niece and not sleep my life away i love helping people and cant seem to help anyone when i cant help myself, please pray for me im sorry for this long post god bless all who reads this and feel free to write me anytime 
