YOU SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS WAY, YOU ARE DEEPLY LOVED. REJECTIONS AND HURTS WILL MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY. I HAD FELT DEAD IN MY TEEN YEARS AND SOME BEYOUND. BUT IT WENT BEYOUND THE GRAVE OF DEATH, TO THE CROSS OF CHRIST AND LIFE. JESUS LOVES YOU, AND DONT LOSE YOUR HOPE IN HIM. I FELT SO DEAD THAT I WONDERED WHY THE DEAD PEOPLE AT FUNERALS FELT COLD. I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL ALIVE MYSELF, I KNOW WHAT YOUR EXPRESSING. BUT REJOICE, THE DARKNESS GOES IN THE NAME OF JESUS. FATHER IN THE NAME OF JESUS, BREAK THIS DARKNESS OF DESPAIR AND DOUBT, AND SET THE CAPTIVE FREE AS JESUS YOU SAID, " YOU HAD COME TO SET THE CAPITIVE FREE, AND TO DELIVER THOSE IN BONDAGES. THE CURSE OF THIS WORLD HAS BEEN SET IN MOTION WHEN GOD SPOKE IN EDEN, IT IS REVERSED AT CALVARY WHEN HE SHED HIS BLOOD AS A SACRIFICE AND IT STANDS PURE AND STRONGE IN THE HOLY OF HOLIES THAT YOU CAN NOW ENTER IN TO AND PLEAD YOUR CASE BEFORE THE GOD, THROUGH THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB YESHUA CHRIST. PRAYING WILL UPLIFT YOU, AND FAITH DISPELLS THE DARKNESS. THE SHIELD OF FAITH WILL QUENCH THESE FIERY DARTS AGAINST YOUR SOUL, YOU ASKED FOR PRAYER BELIEVE YOU WILL RECIEVE AN ANSWER.