Hi, I have always tried to pray to god and always will. I know there is a higher purpose in life. I live with my fiance and I would love him to beleive in god like I do sometimes. Anyway I've just been to a surgeon and he says he doesnt want to operate on my bad foot becasue he thinks it will make matters worse. I know my foot is in a bad way. Also I suffer with 2 other illnesses, I have under active thyroid and also schizophrenia. I got a house exchange and I feel that maybe this house has a to bigger garden for us to manage. also there is a large family that swear alot next dooor and i sometimes feel abit shy. I would like to try for a bungallow with the housing and I am also getting a starnge woman wo says that I can only have a 1 bedroomed I would like a 2 bedroomed. These things are getting abit to much.