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Joshm1962
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Addicted to gay porn. Mostly because it fills my boring day. Also I seek for myself what I see going on with other gay males, sexually. I desire their bodies. Their sexual prowess. Etc. lifelong desire to be what other males are. Masculine. Came close once. Trim and good looking. Yet I never wanted gay sex. Although, if the chance was offered, I pray I will decline. My educated premise.. I am what I am through DNA or psychology or PTSD. Long story. I masturbate. That's it.