Please pray for me. i have never felt so alone in my life. Its obvious i am crying out for help but no one is listening and it doesn't seem like God is. People provide words of encouragement saying God this and that, but it means nothing to me. I want an encounter with God where I do not have to ask anyone else I know for myself. I have family members that worship me in public but behind closed doors i am constantly nagged at about my weight and finding a job. It's hurtful. And not only that it seems I am always there for other people but no one is ever there for me. I noticed i hold people too close to my heart and I end up disappointed every time. I'm hurting and I feel like screaming. There is this deep ache inside my chest. I recently allowed someone to come back in my life. I thought about them day and night. I guess i got overly excited and started talking with them it seemed as if they were not really interested. Before we began talking again they never told me they loved me when i would tell them. But when they did something they felt i would be mad at they told me they loved me. I know i made the mistake of putting this person on a pedastal. It makes me feel as if i should cut myself off from everyone because i simply can't handle myself. I hold people too dear to my heart. I am often told I am the problem in relationships i have with others. Nothing seems to be going right.
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