Pray for me! :(

[iRuben]

Guys, I need your help.. In my church me and some other people ( our brothers aswell ) had a big fight, because they wanted to know everything about my life, really.. they even tried to listen my conversations with other people.. and ask like my friends what I was doing etc.. instead of asking me. Anyways.

The worst thing is.. I was a little "away" from God, and i was with some unbeliever friends, and I ADMIT and I'm 100% sorry, I had the idea.. to get some alcohol, and then go to the graveyard at night.. and in the graveyard, some supernatural stuff happened, like the "windows" = "Glass" from the graves were making sounds, the iron ladder that we've climbed down started to get dragged BY SOMETHING! ( we could hear it at distance ) at the same time that the church's bell was ringing the 4 am, and we were infront of a grave that STINKED, because it was still open, it had the coffin and the flowers yet! no stone or ground on it..

And yeah, after that I can't sleep at night.. and I'm 19 years old, 2 days passed, I just move around my bed, over and over again, until the sun rises.. my heart just keeps pounding fast.. I prayed like 10000000000000000000000 times, but I need help, I'm afraid I got some "bad thing", spirit or demon, or whatever, from it , HELP? or any suggestion?!

 

[shekaniah]

If you have asked for forgiveness, you are now under his grace. Satan will try to take you on a guilt trip.
Next time you wake up in the middle of the night, Say out loud I'm a child of God and saved by grace through faith! And the Evil one cannot hurt me. Ask God to have his powerful warring angels charge over you.
I think the people in your church were just looking out for your best interest. I will pray that God will show them how to speak to you in love. I wish that when I was younger some one had my back.

Phil 4:6,7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

 

[iRuben]

Thank you ! I hope God can clean this "guilt", "fear" or "anxiety" out of my heart!

God bless you! I will do it!

 

[Ali22]

Brother, we all perceive ourselves to be the worst sinner on earth. And surely, we all have done unspeakable actions - even myself
With the power of Christ, you can overcome any obstacle, any sin!
God bless you!

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me (Philippians 4:13 KJV)

 

[pickles]

Jesus has forgiven you, rest in His forgivness and protection.
Praying for you in Jesus Christ is Lord for His covering and care.

God bless.
pickles

 

[shemaiah]

Well I will pray for you bro. But I just wanted to touch one issue, no matter how far you feel you are away from God, there is nothing else that can ever replace His love and joy which He has given unto. Instead of trying to fill yourself with alcohol and stuff, fill yourself with the Holy Ghost and ask Him and let Him have His way in you. God bless you bro

 

[iRuben]

Thank you everyone for praying for me, because I'm BETTER!! THANK GOD!! AND THANK YOU !! FOR PRAYING FOR ME, I LOVE YOU ALL <3!! MAY JESUS BLESS YOU!! LIKE HE BLESSED ME!! THANK YOU! D

 

[Rachel777]

If you've been praying,i'm pretty sure you are already forgiven .. devil want to make you belive that God hasn't hear you or that He isn't by your side but He is.. the problem is that when we get apart from God, this happens:

Matthew 12 : 43-45 :&#8220;When an unclean spirit goes out of a man, he goes through dry places, seeking rest, and finds none. Then he says, &#8216;I will return to my house from which I came.&#8217; And when he comes, he finds it empty, swept, and put in order.

Then he goes and takes with him seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter and dwell there; and the last state of that man is worse than the first. So shall it also be with this wicked generation.&#8221;

Don't be afraid, God has forgiven all your sins. but you must RENOUNCE to all unclean spirits.

You'll be ok ,stay all time praying... I promise pray for you too.

Blessings xo&#9829;

 

[Sarah88]

I agree with everyone above. The devil is keeping you awake at night so you won't have any peace or victory in Christ. Remember that Jesus promised He will always be with us, even when we don't feel Him. Faith is believing He is there because He promised even though everything I see or perceive is against that. If you already asked God to forgive your sins and you have prayed to be free from that, then rest assured everything is forgotten. Look what He tells us in the Bible, how beautiful! :

Psalm 91

2 This I declare about the Lord:
He alone is my refuge, my place of safety;
he is my God, and I trust him.
3 For he will rescue you from every trap
and protect you from deadly disease.
4 He will cover you with his feathers.
He will shelter you with his wings.
His faithful promises are your armor and protection.
5 Do not be afraid of the terrors of the night,
nor the arrow that flies in the day.

11 For he will order his angels
to protect you wherever you go.
12 They will hold you up with their hands
so you won&#8217;t even hurt your foot on a stone.

14 The Lord says, &#8220;I will rescue those who love me.
I will protect those who trust in my name.
15 When they call on me, I will answer;
I will be with them in trouble.
I will rescue and honor them.
16 I will reward them with a long life
and give them my salvation.&#8221;