Hello!
I am 26 years old. For the last 2-3 years, I have been fighting depression. I physically hurt my self badly. I am hitting my self, burning my self to feel the pain. Once I started to feel this pain I actually enjoyed doing it. And it is scaring me. I tried to talk to my elder sister once. She got angry and just said don't do that again. That's it. I don't have friends, career, job or boyfriend. I never had any relationship before. Traveling, cooking excite me once. But now I don't feel like doing anything. And this all feeling is frustrating.
Again and again, this happens. I tried to do jobs. I tried to do work from home. Nothing... Nothing is working. I am depressed, sad, lonely and suicidal. I prayed to God to save me. But nothing good is happening in my life right now. The suicidal feeling this time is very forceful. And this time I don't know I can control it anymore. Please pray for me I can't talk to my family about this. I am not sleeping or eating. I don't know what to do anymore. Nobody understands me.
Pardon my English. Thank you.
I am 26 years old. For the last 2-3 years, I have been fighting depression. I physically hurt my self badly. I am hitting my self, burning my self to feel the pain. Once I started to feel this pain I actually enjoyed doing it. And it is scaring me. I tried to talk to my elder sister once. She got angry and just said don't do that again. That's it. I don't have friends, career, job or boyfriend. I never had any relationship before. Traveling, cooking excite me once. But now I don't feel like doing anything. And this all feeling is frustrating.
Again and again, this happens. I tried to do jobs. I tried to do work from home. Nothing... Nothing is working. I am depressed, sad, lonely and suicidal. I prayed to God to save me. But nothing good is happening in my life right now. The suicidal feeling this time is very forceful. And this time I don't know I can control it anymore. Please pray for me I can't talk to my family about this. I am not sleeping or eating. I don't know what to do anymore. Nobody understands me.
Pardon my English. Thank you.