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tardis
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I was called to preach nearly 2 years ago, in that time period I have been given the opportunity 4 times. Its been a year to the day I preached my last message. And I feel like its killing me. I am one of the youth leaders at my church and we have started a new program. I am greatly needed to work within the program as we are a small church. But I'm not happy doing it, sometimes would rather stay home than go to church because of it. I have some illness and a lot of problems with my family in the past year as well. Basically distraction. I don't know whether to just ask for an evening to preach or be patient and wait. I almost feel forgotten about. In a way I started thinking that maybe I wasn't really called, but that can be so. I've been wrestling with it all night and the burning desire is there. It cannot be ignored. Please pray. This something I must do, the desire and compulsion is just too great.