Even not knowing the details, I can get a sense of what you're going through. You may not have said much, but it was enough. Whatever happened, I praise God that you are in a place of surrender. He is a faithful God. Trust His word. His word having gone out cannot and willnot come back void. Let Him permeate your heart. Ask Him to renew your mind. Invite Him fill the holes in your heart. He is faithful. You are a new creation in Christ. Fill yourself with His word. He is a God of new beginnings, a God who makes old things new.