"Dear Heavenly Father, I want to reverse the prayer list mentioned in order to set the foundation for the answer to come directly from you. God, help 'reconnectingWG' to not listen or place her concerns on anyone else but you. Father work in this crisis in front of her, neigh, this war in front of her, to be won by you speaking to her 'will' to leave in your influence a surrendered heart left in your Spirit Lord..
Father help her in every detail of her life right now, the pills, the burdens of the tyranny of the urgent, anything that would distance her from offering herself to you for answers; work in her marriage to be worked out on both sides drawing both parties closer to you, and protect her during these tough times, be with her physically I ask you to heal her to let your glory be seen by the faithful prayers that are offered for that purpose, but if you are doing something we cannot foresee help us all to continue in you relentlessly in faithfulness toward you in caring for our sister. I pray this in your name thru the name of Jesus..Amen!"...
..Our Lord insists on the inevitability of peril. Right thru His talks with His disciples, without panic and without passion and without fear He says, "You must lay your account with this sort of thing, with war, with spite, with hatred and with jealousy, with despising, with banishment and with death. Now remember I have told you these things that when they happen you may not be scared." Luke 21.
I pray for your particulars without question....but I also pray for your resolve to not worry, so as not to be taken aside by the devil to sin. For whenever we begin to calculate without God we sin. The only suicide God would ever allow is self-denial,and this He requires, and a unconditional surrender to Him thru Christ Jesus.
This not only will heal you, It will bring service to you of God and all that He has in His resources. God is faithful and can heal and make way your path anyway, but He offers guarantees when you offer yourself in such an unconditional way-- I know the results: "He is not here to harm you, but to prosper you and give you hope and a future."
In Christ sister you are not weak, suicide is a weak notion of thought and a surrender thru sacrifice to a dead end hope [a lie]..it is not self-denial it is self-pity. But in God all things are possible. Let this crisis bring you to that decision, I will be praying for the 'all' of your conditions not just all your circumstances. God bless you richly!! Stay seated in Christ, this is not a weak seat... it is the power the universe and your issues cannot fathom, yet to be released unto you! Stay tough ....we care here, we will pray here, we will fellowship here with you, we will support you thru the tough times, we will sometimes just offer the shoulder, and other times offer the cool drink of hope...but know this God wants you, Loves you, and will fight all of the things in your life for you. Self- realization is your enemy now, Gods will is the only way to joy.
