I'm not bitter, I am bringing my request before God to help this woman, because she needs gods love and touch in her life. And yes I'm thankful that she is a good grandmother to the 2 children, but just because she is not a biological grandmother to the other 2 does not give her any right whatsoever to mistreat them, God loves all children, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such. They are innocent in all of this.
My house is down the road, I stay with my mother in law because she is scared to be alone, she has other children but they chose not to stay here with her because of how negative she can be, our husbands work out of town for periods of time so a majority of the time I stay here to be I guess it's fair to say her homemaker, I cook for her I clean her home, I'm here so she doesn't feel alone. And as she may be bitter and spiteful, she does have some good qualities, she does have a beautiful voice when she sings gospel songs, yes she was an active church goer before, but stopped going to church before I ever came around, she is also a great cook as she teaches me new recipes too cook, she has a great sense of humour, but it's the negativity that spews off her tongue and some of the hate she carries in heart that spoils it, that's why I am reaching out in prayer for her, because i believe it's holding her back from a lot, her own siblings shun her out of a lot of family things because of her negativity, and I'm sorry if I have bitter feelings towards some of her behaviour I ask that God opens my eyes to any ill behaviours that I myself have and that he would give me the strength and wisdom to know the difference