I went back into the world for a time and have lately been asking God to help me get back on track, and not let me give up and let me move forward in following him. I have played church a lot being thirsty for GOD, but doing things wrong. I know in scripture Paul talks about a person straddling the fence and saying GOD will spew or spit you out of his mouth. I in pondering that passage and also seeing things not working out because its not of GOD or his will, I made the decision to follow him fully and stop church hopping and playing games or running when I get sidetracked. Would you all please pray that GOD reveals more of his love and knowledge to me according to his will. and that I keep growing and moving forward with him.