I always hate asking prayer for myself, but I have been a major issue with caffeine issue recently, I do have a small indent in my chest, but it really never had effect me, but suddenly if I drink some caffeine my hearts start to pound, and I get this weird tightening pain in my heart area. As far as I know my family really haven't had heart issues on the one side of my family and all the women in my grandma's family had strokes. Besides that nothing much, but I am only 26, so I don't know if I capable of having a stroke, or mini strokes.... But caffeine, I suppose to get blood test, but I have to fast at least for 24 hours without driving, and stuff it kind a of feeling impossible, because I can't seem to get down there, but I praying nothing is wrong in my blood, and my heart isn't having any issues.
Now, the caffeine does induce panic attacks, anxiety attacks, where I can't breathe at night this is very rarely sometimes, I just pass out because I so exhausted, but sometimes, i have fainted and woke up in the morning forgetting what has happen, but I think that happen once.
But I have been having issues finding out what do in life, I really want to become a youth ministry, but I so far off track with God I think, I feel like I jumped a bridge and kind of committed a literal cliff hanger that is never ending, but I just looking to get back on my feet with God, back to Bible Study, Back to Worship, back to being a Christian at work (no cursing, happy go luck kinda of person, (Sorta of am Got to have a smile on your face when you wake up at 6am) but I want to get back to going to Church, Helping People, Volunteering, Doing what I love which is just Helping People, and I kind of want Help the youth, as when I was a kid the youth ministry helped me thoughout my child hood of being bullied, and help me get away from being a loner at high school, to having people to help me through to get my diploma.
My family is having money issues, and yes I know wealth isn't important, but at this moment we may lose our house, we may not be able to eat.
I have applied to several jobs, and really like working so I need to kept busy, but please help, and please pray for me. I thank you very much..
Sorry for the sloppy way this paragh is done.
Now, the caffeine does induce panic attacks, anxiety attacks, where I can't breathe at night this is very rarely sometimes, I just pass out because I so exhausted, but sometimes, i have fainted and woke up in the morning forgetting what has happen, but I think that happen once.
But I have been having issues finding out what do in life, I really want to become a youth ministry, but I so far off track with God I think, I feel like I jumped a bridge and kind of committed a literal cliff hanger that is never ending, but I just looking to get back on my feet with God, back to Bible Study, Back to Worship, back to being a Christian at work (no cursing, happy go luck kinda of person, (Sorta of am Got to have a smile on your face when you wake up at 6am) but I want to get back to going to Church, Helping People, Volunteering, Doing what I love which is just Helping People, and I kind of want Help the youth, as when I was a kid the youth ministry helped me thoughout my child hood of being bullied, and help me get away from being a loner at high school, to having people to help me through to get my diploma.
My family is having money issues, and yes I know wealth isn't important, but at this moment we may lose our house, we may not be able to eat.
I have applied to several jobs, and really like working so I need to kept busy, but please help, and please pray for me. I thank you very much..
Sorry for the sloppy way this paragh is done.